To my dead Friend

I am really disturbed with your absence dear...I think am feeling your pain...piercing deep into my heart...your words still echo in the silent corridor...crawling sluggishly...but still not reaching out of the door of my heart...I feel you are still alive but no....no more your smile caresses my smile...the lump in my throat is struggling to call your name...eyes following the crowd ....taking you over their shoulder...to burn you ...until no flesh remains on your bones... the ashes they would collect ... to immerse in waters faraway...

your pyres ...burn my heart....the flames rise to burn me...but the irony is that I cant show anyone my burns...my soul bears all the scars...I am whipped... strangled...suffocated...but still am living....like a shameless creature...like a haunted mansion...and you pierce my soul every night...with your giggles and those soaked eyes hiding your pain..when the last time you said...I am ok!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

21-05-2017

#tomydeadfriend

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Torn Apart...

Apart .... a part...of me! Torn ...distorted ! Dismantled...destroyed....Me!

Apart.... a part ...of me! Subdued...refused!
Ignored...punished...Me!
Apart... a part...of me! Seldom!
Do I think...of me!
I give...never ask...only plead...to let me free!
I am your life...your home...your food...you're part of Me!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

09-06-2017

#nature
#mothernature

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Kaafiya Milaao's prompt : It takes much time to kill a tree...

It takes much time to kill a tree,
To forget the shade once you sat in,
And pull out each leaf.

It takes much time to kill a tree,
To forget the fruits once relished...
And cut each branch

It takes much time to kill a tree
To collect all memories
Untying those ropes from the swing

It takes much time to kill a tree
To ward off the laughter
To forget the tears you once shared with.

It takes much time to kill a tree
To shake off those hiding moments
In the game of hide and seek

It takes much time to kill a tree
To forget that hearts you made
With initials of your crush within.

It takes much time to kill a tree
Upon whose branches rested a nest
Chirping birds in the season green

It takes much time to kill a tree
Under which you dug a pit
And hid those letters of love disease.

It takes much time to kill a tree
Who was your confidant
In whom you felt safe with secrets deep.

It takes much time to kill a tree
Who was your companion once
Who today looks at you with grief.

It takes much time to kill a tree
It should...
For in it you'll kill everything you had...
Moments....unforgettable...

(C) Ravinder Kaur

16-06-2017

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Anonymously Yours...

Some nights became anonymously yours without my permission....they belong to you....your thoughts....but my days live in fear .... of losing you!

Because in darkness... the echoes of fears fade away....and heart lights up with millions of glittering dreams....that promise me that we would never part...we would always dilute in each other like the ink in water....like the sound of me in you!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

20-06-2017

#you

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Dreams of Love

You quietly peep into me, reading all my desires, the half opened window still waits...for you to jump down and chuckle at the stolen kiss that once you took with you...the unpainted thoughts remain blank at your mention and my brush blushes in anticipation of the crime my mind would have committed but.....all this is a mere imagination of those wild horses upon whose carriage my thoughts travel...far away with you in the woods...where the wet silt holds my wedges deeply as the first rain drops touch our faces....and I slap myself for the sin you have committed... taking over by thoughts like a storm...and leaving my head full of fairytales where am yours and you....mine!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

24-06-2017

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Rainbow Dreams

My eyes melted in the arms of the night and hugged a dream...tightly enough that my eyes drifted in darkness for a while....and when the rays of light shone...I felt floating on a cloud....with the most unexpected person...you....

The rainbow was bright...so bright that I would hide behind you...and you would chuckle...embracing me, wrapping me in your arms....holding gaze so firm...that I would feel imprisoned...in their glow...the swans swam through the streaks of the rainbow...from one end....drowning into the other...and I would get scared when the blues turned black...and the rainbow rusted...forming a lifeless band...each swan dead at the fallen depths...and I scream....waking up....holding onto your arm....you were never gone...you can never go...please .... don't go!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

27-06-2017

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A Queen....

All through the time...

I was a Queen...

Never had to lead as You...

Now time has casted a horrible spell...

I rise to hold the sword as You....

In your absence I am the King....

To rule to fight, to protect...

My kingdom and my Will...









(C) Ravinder Kaur

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