A Thousand Times....I LOVE YOU

A thousand times...

I had told myself that, someone somewhere belongs to me.

I didnt know for sure...

But my heart repeated it has to be you.

What-ifs always stopped me...

But then, heart resolved to yell at me.

For once should I want you...then why not to say.



I Love You

A hundred times...

I told myself that someone too waits for me.

Somewhere, under the same sky...

Counting stars in a puzzled way.

What-ifs always stopped me...

And buts, always interrupted the themes.

But then for a moment, my heart stopped beating

When I was about to say.



I Love You

Just one time, I didnt hear my heart...

And only looked into your eyes...

My fallen dew, my dreams came true...

And out of darkness, shinning bright ...

All was you... and all is you...

Until my last breath.



I Love You





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The Undelivered Letter

The undelivered letter...

My heart was torn, when I had no news of him....I waited on the steps near the pavilion. My heart kept on swinging beats from four to one....anxiety took over me....whether he would come or not , I had no idea.....

The dripping rains, I thought were the reason of his absence but now the sky was getting clear of the dark clouds.The sun was showing in slowly, yet mildly like waiting with me for him to appear here .

It has been three hours and he hasn't even called me. Am more than nervous....am more than destroyed. My sobs start without warning and I hear the sad sound of my heart .

May be...may be.... But it is now time and I can't fool my heart any more. He won't come. Am left alone....abandoned like an unwanted child.

I call him on his number , the ring is buzzing .....he takes my call and in bewilderment quizzes me about my whereabouts. I tell him am outside the metro railway station, waiting for him. And he gives in a surprised sound not knowing it. He tells me to wait there and he'll come.

I feel this wait is endless until I see him through my crying eyes nearly thirty minutes after that call.He comes and hugs me and calls me stupid and idiot. For I came for him from Bangalore to Delhi unannounced.

I told him about his letter, which he kept in the book. And he was shocked that it was the same letter he wanted to give to his first crush at college but couldn't. That undelivered letter chose me to open it and I received all the love, he wished to give to his crush.

I was surprised whether it was for me , yes I assumed it was for me, for it was addressed to Navya and my name IS Navya..

©Ravinder Kaur

14-02-2017

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My Last poem....

One day ....

My eyes will close....

And I won't wake up any more....

To see the birds or the sunshine....

To see that happy smile...

One day....

My ears will close....

And I won't hear anymore...

Your jingling in the garden....

The footsteps behind approaching...

One day....

My lips will close....

And I won't say anymore.....

To you I love you....

To you that am waiting....

One day ....

I'll be lifeless....

Dead and not breathing....

My pen would stop spilling the ink...

But my ashes will write on water...

My last poem ....

©. Ravinder Kaur 04/12/15

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