What is Goodbye...afterall?

What is goodbye afterall...if only it had to be just said, but not felt in the heart...when the memories drown you every now and then, making you vulnerable.

What is goodbye afterall...if you touch your scars and feel the pain again and again, like they are still fresh.

What is goodbye afterall...if your tears flow, eventhough times have crossed bridges of months and years.

What is goodbye afterall...when you try all the while to live, but die each day remembering them whom you love.

What is goodbye afterall...when you never think it would end so soon, that your mind keeps hanging in confusion.

What is goodbye afterall...when you remember them, each time you touch something you both shared.

What is goodbye afterall...when your playlist is full of their favourite songs, and you put them in loop, listening to each with tears in your eyes.

What is goodbye afterall...when the silence is full of their whisperings and, loneliness full of their memories.

What is goodbye afterall...when each day you promise to move on, only to realise you just can't walk a step, without them anymore.

What is goodbye afterall...when you cannot speak a word but want to empty your heart like a pitcher, splashing all that you are holding in.

What is goodbye afterall...when you realise your smiles are now fake, you cannot laugh at a joke anymore, but start sobbing.

What is goodbye afterall...when you are still in love with them but cannot tell them this.

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All you need to have.

Sometimes, you fall in leaves and sometimes, you wait in morning dews...

Love is planted in each heart, all have a heart but love happens to a Few...

Sometimes, you laugh in each flower and sometimes, you cry in rains...

Love fulfils its purpose but all go through a similar pain...

Sometimes, you glow in the light and sometimes, you drown in the darkness...

Love ignites a storm and also holds a calmness.

Sometimes, you know all answers and sometimes, you fear to question.

Love makes all things clear but all you have is a big confusion...

Sometimes, Love is all you need...

And sometimes, it is the only thing you have.

Second Chance...

I never thought that time will fly like this and I would not be able to cherish the moments that I deserve. My little girl is now no more little but has grown into a lady....intelligent, smart and beautiful. But with time, Diana has become so quiet... and I wondered why. Sometimes, you think that your children would tell you all that happen to them...but they don't because they need space...to live their own life.



Falling in love is like a fashion nowadays....and with college going kids, it is sometimes a matter of status.The truth is that this duration destroys much of their scope for studies and a good career.

And falling out of love is equally disastrous...it destroys a healthy mentality and self confidence. and my dear little girl ... she didn't say but ... her eyes said all......her sorrow.



I couldn't get angry on her as I know it would worsen her condition ....she needs a shoulder to just cry out and feel light.And my biggest failure is that I didn't let her understand this hard rule of life that one must go on....



"Love is a feeling...to be felt but not to be possessed because possession makes it vulnerable.Feelings are free...they dwell in hearts and that is why they are beautiful. We might not understand that attractions do not merely mean anything but in course of time, we go through a pain which is another emotion... a feeling. But the truth is that we are so much occupied by the sadness that we cage this pain in our hearts. And we totally change the meaning of Love.

Leave the right to possess the person you love.... and you shall always be happy to be in love. You might never forget the person because with him/her you had a wonderful time...which cannot be snatched away . It's a moment of peace...a never ending moment of happiness, which brings radiance on your face. The glow of which is so pure....so true, that never can anyone make you happy like that."



And then she suddenly turned towards me to ask," Mom... do you love Dad in the same way?"



The minute of silence was like ages for me and my lips struggled to say anything.

 A voice behind me intruded before I could start," Sometimes... broken hearts need a lot of time to heal my dear! And when they do...they are stronger than ever to be broken down because we pick up each shattered piece...place them carefully and fix them with pure love.... and give them time and care to heal. Broken pieces may have cracks and stains but they hold stronger....scars are the proof of our struggle but not our failure. Second chances are very difficult but people get stronger . They know the pain endured in the first time. So, second time, the heart is all prepared.

SO.... buckle up!!!This is not the end.....He rejected you....move on...don't stay where you are...but as your mom says- Love is a feeling, not to possess a person but the feeling of being in love. And that is how it should be! "



Her dad said the best words ever to boost her spirit...as she wiped her cheek and hugged him....a jitty feeling hovered over me and I was caught in his gaze, his muffled voice touched my ears,"You can never forget your first love...the first kiss and the the first drops of rain of the season.."

My breath struggled to get free but my eyes glistened with the petrichor of the first love lost in the crowds of memories....my voice finally stripped of its loudness spoke in a husky tone," I regret why it wasn't you?"



" It was always you....my first and last...and I don't regret I wasn't your first because I waited for you... and somehow I was destined to be yours." His words and his warm embrace made me realise that second chance in love is a beautiful thing....the sweetness of love is never less...it is our hearts that do not open and accept it but... I have found peace in the love that I have got and I hope Diana too understands this and....accepts life and love as they are!



(C) Ravinder Kaur

   

     28-06-2017



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To my dead Friend

I am really disturbed with your absence dear...I think am feeling your pain...piercing deep into my heart...your words still echo in the silent corridor...crawling sluggishly...but still not reaching out of the door of my heart...I feel you are still alive but no....no more your smile caresses my smile...the lump in my throat is struggling to call your name...eyes following the crowd ....taking you over their shoulder...to burn you ...until no flesh remains on your bones... the ashes they would collect ... to immerse in waters faraway...

your pyres ...burn my heart....the flames rise to burn me...but the irony is that I cant show anyone my burns...my soul bears all the scars...I am whipped... strangled...suffocated...but still am living....like a shameless creature...like a haunted mansion...and you pierce my soul every night...with your giggles and those soaked eyes hiding your pain..when the last time you said...I am ok!

(C) Ravinder Kaur

21-05-2017

#tomydeadfriend

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Can I hold your Heart?

Can I hold your heart for a while.......

Till you feel it is alright........

Can I give you both my eyes......

For you to look deep inside......



It's no world to say......

How to live.......

And how to love........

It's no world to say......

How to choose

And how to let go of the past.....





Can I kiss you on your hand.......

To ease the pain you hold inside.......

Can I hold you a little tight.....

Till you leave away the coldness out right.....



It's no world to say....

How to make...

How to destroy......

It's no world to say.....

How to be .....

Yourself in life....





Come on let me hold your heart.....

Till it loses all its scars...

Come on let me hold it so light.....

To feel that softness inside.....



Take my shoulder to cry.....

Come lets make these tears dry.....

Where is that smile......

Oh! Where did you hide it......

Where is that love......

Oh! Please tell me where is it?





Come forget what hurt you then.....

Come hold this very moment.....

Come embrace your life once again......

Come now there's new life to begin.....







Now smile my friend....

Its the end.....

Now can we talk?

May this day begin....

All again....

With you on my side......



Lets play a game dear.....

Come on, do not fear.....

I have your heart in my hand.....

Just let me understand.....



Take my word for it.....

Just forget.....

Make me your smile.......

Give those tears to me.....

And worries.....

And let go of that pain inside....





Will you give me chance.....

To hold it and place in my life....

I will give you mine, not for a while....

But till the end of the times...

.



I would love to be yours...

Making your dreams and

 hopes come true

Come lets be not two

But one soul ,me in you....



Its one life to be lived....

With you and me for a while....

When time will end....

I will be yours and you mine...



I love you and I can't hide....

It's the tears in your eyes...

That I don't want to find.....

I just love to see...

That pretty smile...



Come on  give me a chance .....

I will prove my worth.......

Can I hold your hand for a while....

And have it in my hand...



Will I get your hand , my dear.....

Or you have some other fear?

Just know this, I am waiting for you ......

And I shall keep waiting for you for lifetime.....

Now its time for you to decide....

Now its time for you to be mine......

Now its time for you to make it happen...

Come on say YES and join me as my life...