What is Goodbye...afterall?

What is goodbye afterall...if only it had to be just said, but not felt in the heart...when the memories drown you every now and then, making you vulnerable.

What is goodbye afterall...if you touch your scars and feel the pain again and again, like they are still fresh.

What is goodbye afterall...if your tears flow, eventhough times have crossed bridges of months and years.

What is goodbye afterall...when you try all the while to live, but die each day remembering them whom you love.

What is goodbye afterall...when you never think it would end so soon, that your mind keeps hanging in confusion.

What is goodbye afterall...when you remember them, each time you touch something you both shared.

What is goodbye afterall...when your playlist is full of their favourite songs, and you put them in loop, listening to each with tears in your eyes.

What is goodbye afterall...when the silence is full of their whisperings and, loneliness full of their memories.

What is goodbye afterall...when each day you promise to move on, only to realise you just can't walk a step, without them anymore.

What is goodbye afterall...when you cannot speak a word but want to empty your heart like a pitcher, splashing all that you are holding in.

What is goodbye afterall...when you realise your smiles are now fake, you cannot laugh at a joke anymore, but start sobbing.

What is goodbye afterall...when you are still in love with them but cannot tell them this.

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The cupid and me...

You got it bad huh??? Very bad!!! Admit babes... you felll in love at an unexpected moment...caught offguard...why did you let down your guard? What did you think...you could fool the cupid?

His arrow didn't pierce you from the front but behind! He trapped you in his eyes before setting his aim...

He pulled it at a time...when you couldn't do anything...

Wake up you fool...you're getting drunk in the wine of love... which has no antidote...either you'll kill yourself by drowning in him or yourself...both will result in brutal death.

If you drown in his eyes, he would devour your soul and shatter you with your own will. And if he leaves... you'll drown in yourself...left to innumerable questions, tormenting you mercilessly... you'll drown in yourself... in the dark... pleading to die...to close your eyes for once just not to wake again...Such brutality in the hands of Love...

"Yupp....quiet you!!! Why do you care? You need not! Do you get that... you dont even know how it feels...let me embrace this moment of a lifetime...the pleasure of death in the hands of love...where the winner loses more than the loser himself... what do you think will happen??? I'll kill myself?

No!!! Love cannot kill you...it will make you live forever in just a drop that quenches the thirst of several lives... it only makes you alive after a death which you presumed life....this is the actual beginning of a life...of a hermit... with love in for something which can never be explained in words...people would call me mad, out of mind but they don't know what my eyes see and what they are blind to...

They see the light stronger than the darkness and I see light as a speck of dust, in this dark universe;  where these lights hang in balls in the invisible horizons... roaming like nomads...I see this light as a mere spectator when all darkness is embracing the light...merging in it...dying to give its life, so that you may see how light looks like while the darkness smiles...it can only fade but never end.

I see myself nowhere yet everywhere ...I find the same  song which deepens the conscience...which even in this loneliness, crowds my mind with thoughts of him...I become inseparable...I become not a part but him..."

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Filled up Emptiness...

Empty bottles still make me remember you... and so do tea cups...and the name "silly" gets automatically related to you...

It's like you have drowned me in your emptiness while taking away my contagious laughter...

It's like you have inhaled all my breaths and tormented all my heartbeats...

It's like the sudden appearance of dark clouds around my world when everywhere else, there is sunshine...

No wonder, you have emptied all your noise into my vault of silence...deafening me night and day... captivating me in your spell... am bound to this world, whose creator is you...whose life is you and whose destructor is also you.

In the Loneliness......

In the Loneliness of the quiet......

I remain enclosed sometimes.......



Hardly noticing the speed of time......

Just freezing to live on my life........



Coughing over the coldness of the world.....

I remember some words untold.......



Sometimes crippled, sometimes rippled.....

And sometimes laziness colliding inside.....



From the windows, I watch.....

The waters falling down in drops.....



Drop by drop each one falls...

And collect on the ground......



This is how day by day.......

Life gathers moments and stays......



Stays in the backyard.....

Backyard of memories.....



Where sometimes I wander restlessly.....

Alone.........



Alone to gather the moments......

That I have lost......



Just like sand.....

They slip out of my hands.....



And I sit in that lonely desert.....

For this mirage to be over......



I see some happiness.....

Far away but beyond reach.....



But I continue to fall.....

And emerge again on my knees.....



Holding on to walk again......

And make my way out of this graveyard......