All you need to have.

Sometimes, you fall in leaves and sometimes, you wait in morning dews...

Love is planted in each heart, all have a heart but love happens to a Few...

Sometimes, you laugh in each flower and sometimes, you cry in rains...

Love fulfils its purpose but all go through a similar pain...

Sometimes, you glow in the light and sometimes, you drown in the darkness...

Love ignites a storm and also holds a calmness.

Sometimes, you know all answers and sometimes, you fear to question.

Love makes all things clear but all you have is a big confusion...

Sometimes, Love is all you need...

And sometimes, it is the only thing you have.

A Thousand Times....I LOVE YOU

A thousand times...

I had told myself that, someone somewhere belongs to me.

I didnt know for sure...

But my heart repeated it has to be you.

What-ifs always stopped me...

But then, heart resolved to yell at me.

For once should I want you...then why not to say.



I Love You

A hundred times...

I told myself that someone too waits for me.

Somewhere, under the same sky...

Counting stars in a puzzled way.

What-ifs always stopped me...

And buts, always interrupted the themes.

But then for a moment, my heart stopped beating

When I was about to say.



I Love You

Just one time, I didnt hear my heart...

And only looked into your eyes...

My fallen dew, my dreams came true...

And out of darkness, shinning bright ...

All was you... and all is you...

Until my last breath.



I Love You





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Filled up Emptiness...

Empty bottles still make me remember you... and so do tea cups...and the name "silly" gets automatically related to you...

It's like you have drowned me in your emptiness while taking away my contagious laughter...

It's like you have inhaled all my breaths and tormented all my heartbeats...

It's like the sudden appearance of dark clouds around my world when everywhere else, there is sunshine...

No wonder, you have emptied all your noise into my vault of silence...deafening me night and day... captivating me in your spell... am bound to this world, whose creator is you...whose life is you and whose destructor is also you.

Warm memories...

On cozy winter mornings... I still wear your sweater... the one that I had stolen from your apartment, the last time I was there with you. It still has your fragrance... I feel the fabric like your touch on me...irresistible. But I know....It doesn't belong to me now. And I have to part with it too...like you!







Little by little, memories have filled up my mind and... heart has become heavy. The drops of tears have kissed you more on this shirt than on your lips... and I pull it off just to find my arms still holding them at ends...Just leave it man!!! Just let go!!!









But they won't... until I pull out my hands that you have held do hard...from your memories my mind... from your love my heart... even though it breaks while I retrieve; into pieces so many that to put them back into me... it would take a lifetime. But I'll manage... I'll be fine...yepp!!!









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The Snow Queen

On top of the mountains...

In the cold cold waves...

My palace rests on icy waves...

Frozen always with water and haze...







When my carriage comes to a halt...

In the valleys or in the plains...

My laughter and groans simply freeze...

The air above and below my face...



I am a banished queen...

I'll have my revenge...

I shall freeze the world...

With snowy phase...



I am the heart of a frozen ghost...

Who keeps on returning...

Unpleasant and unwelcome...

With whispers of a misty shade...



I like to cool and see you shiver...

The chill so cruel...

And I feel like that ever...

Riding my carriage of frost and snow...

The horses gallop when my fingers move...



But how I feel sometimes lonely...

My mourns echo in the winds that slowly...

The empty vault which secures my heart...

Is surrounded by some frozen thoughts...

A glimpse from the past...

A face, I cherished somewhat...



Now remains behind a window...

With the glass, blurred a little...

I try to see...

I try to find...

A person who had...

Or would even try...



To melt my heart...

In the warmth of his love...

Even I want...

Even if I die...

Would I just wander like a ghost of midnight?

Would I just wear the cloak of white ice?



Am stuck with white...

Am stuck dead in heart...

Just blow a breath in me...

And bring me to life...

My frozen heart...

Needs someone so kind...

Just a smile...

May be your hand in mine...



The sharp eyes twinkle with tears...

I am anxious to know why dear...

My heart froze with the arrow once struck...

Only betrayal and hatred now dwell...

I rise in the midnight with a chill in my spine...

And spread my damp coldness across the times...





Only your thoughts make me wonder...

Had love been so unkind to me...

That it makes my soul wander...

The thirst yes is frozen...

But it still exists under...

The heap of snow that froze it to dead...





I want to die in your arms, not to a live alone and haunt...

A sheer irony of helplessness unwinds inside...

And screams aloud in my ears...

An ego to attend to, a love to crush to...

Which will win at the end?

The courage I took to deaden the self...

Or the love that once was and now am not sure of ???







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Full of Emptiness....

I carry within  me  ....

A little of this emptiness...



And try to fill it up.....

With your emptiness.....



I thought its fine.....

But I never did mind....



To hold your gaze.....

In my eyes.....



Which reflected your like....

 For my hidden emptiness....



And so did I love

You and your presence.....



But with time....

You withdrew your hand.....



As your vacant emptiness...

Was not like mine.....



And I remained the same.....

In those corners....



Fighting to fill.....

The coffin of my emptiness.....



This emptiness....

Is what is so real.....



Nobody is so full.....

Like this emptiness...



The vacant spaces between.....

Is where resides this emptiness....



And in the corners of the eyes......

Is where my heart lies to myself.....



Lies like truth.....

True till the surfaces.....



Where depth has no measure.....

But only and only emptiness......



How shall I reach out......

From the depth of this emptiness ?



Will you come and grab my hand.....

And fill up my emptiness?



In this emptiness......

I find you smiling.....



May be this emptiness....

Is what always finds me....



But now this emptiness.....

Is what I hate the most....



Because when I had you ,

You emptied my emptiness....



Now you haunt my emptiness....

And whisper in silence......



 Everything is empty....

 Me and my heart.....



And now my emptiness is more empty  ....

Than the emptiness I had once within.....

Can I hold your Heart?

Can I hold your heart for a while.......

Till you feel it is alright........

Can I give you both my eyes......

For you to look deep inside......



It's no world to say......

How to live.......

And how to love........

It's no world to say......

How to choose

And how to let go of the past.....





Can I kiss you on your hand.......

To ease the pain you hold inside.......

Can I hold you a little tight.....

Till you leave away the coldness out right.....



It's no world to say....

How to make...

How to destroy......

It's no world to say.....

How to be .....

Yourself in life....





Come on let me hold your heart.....

Till it loses all its scars...

Come on let me hold it so light.....

To feel that softness inside.....



Take my shoulder to cry.....

Come lets make these tears dry.....

Where is that smile......

Oh! Where did you hide it......

Where is that love......

Oh! Please tell me where is it?





Come forget what hurt you then.....

Come hold this very moment.....

Come embrace your life once again......

Come now there's new life to begin.....







Now smile my friend....

Its the end.....

Now can we talk?

May this day begin....

All again....

With you on my side......



Lets play a game dear.....

Come on, do not fear.....

I have your heart in my hand.....

Just let me understand.....



Take my word for it.....

Just forget.....

Make me your smile.......

Give those tears to me.....

And worries.....

And let go of that pain inside....





Will you give me chance.....

To hold it and place in my life....

I will give you mine, not for a while....

But till the end of the times...

.



I would love to be yours...

Making your dreams and

 hopes come true

Come lets be not two

But one soul ,me in you....



Its one life to be lived....

With you and me for a while....

When time will end....

I will be yours and you mine...



I love you and I can't hide....

It's the tears in your eyes...

That I don't want to find.....

I just love to see...

That pretty smile...



Come on  give me a chance .....

I will prove my worth.......

Can I hold your hand for a while....

And have it in my hand...



Will I get your hand , my dear.....

Or you have some other fear?

Just know this, I am waiting for you ......

And I shall keep waiting for you for lifetime.....

Now its time for you to decide....

Now its time for you to be mine......

Now its time for you to make it happen...

Come on say YES and join me as my life...